June 2012
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the weekend report
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hoooyyyyy.
That essay was fucking annoying. I wish I had started it earlier so I could have made it flow better and be all witty n shit. I at least answered and presented all of the information requested, but eeehhhh. Definitely ashamed of this one hahah.
I only got a two ~ three hours of sleep every 16 hours or so, and while some can pull that off, I REALLY REALLY CAN’T ;W; I...
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hmm. _____ is online. should I act? completely screw off any and all “normal” social cues and requirements and just go for it?
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fisssssscal
took a break and decided to check up on all fiscal matters, bank statement check, parking citation paid check, fafsa check— wait, they still need the documents I faxed over a month ago. Really? Really? Even though all this is due in 15 days? Yeah, I should have followed up a week after I faxed it to them to make sure they got it, but ugh always gotta do shit yourself, can’t rely on...
May 2012
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(╯°皿°）╯︵ ┻━┻
lol shit since Monday I’ve had holy shit that’s it? GAAHHH some people thrive on no sleep and pulling all-nighters n shiet
I DON’T i can feel myself slowly dying with every waking moment even though i’ve gotta get this shiet done agh
maybe a two hour nap won’t hurt only if I really promise to wake up and do more work on this essay
I’VE GOT 5 PAGES OF JUMBLED...
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Anonymous asked: so umm.. i heard you're pretentious? how does that work? can you teach me ma naste audrey?
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stress aspl0sion
so I am two papers, five quizzes, one speech/project, three pieces, and three finals (excluding all the lectures I still have to go to) away from freedom
when
another stress grenade just dropped from the sky and landed in my lap
and
more profanities and anger and ugh-fests and blurgh but in the end hoping everything will be okay but still so much stress
le ffuu -.-
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so one)...
Watchcrrystalbabe:
So cool!
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aaaaaaiiiyah
because the one music and computers class I wanted to take is full, and because I can’t sign up for my piano rep class, I’m only at 8 units ;w; Once I do get my piano class though I’ll be at 12. And all my classes are on T/Th BAHAHAA aaahhh.
I should take one more class. but idk what. le siiiiiiiggghhhh now I’ve gotta read and rehearse
Anonymous asked: wait you are like the least pretentious person I know what the fuck
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Anonymous asked: How can i be clever and totally not pretentious like you?
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nightmare
holy shit
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I’m at the Victorville PAC; just performed with Sternfeld’s college symphony orchestra during intermission the other piano teacher tells me to set up with my chamber partner (who in this dream is Kevin B), and I look at him and get a tempo and he’s going way faster than what we practiced, and I ask if we can go a bit slower, and we’re on stage when...
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and now I’m up at one in the morning, bitter and grumpy as fff, and it’s my own fault.
I have to remember that I can’t complain about shit bc most of the time, it was my fault somehow.
and also the fact that they’re petty and minuscule worries that won’t amount to anything in a month from now.
phew.
Namaste.
-library: acquire any book that is sufficient...
